sleep ... or lack thereof. will i ever learn??? spend friday night at apex. got home around 4 because it was more than hot and crowded. music was good -- dj blaine spun. the first time anyone's really heard from him since the sunday mass closed down. i was with kelly and he got a bit moody because of the environment. no biggie -- we hopped into a taxi and headed back home. jason, josh, and ron were there just chatting away ... still in the same please where we left them earlier. collin was on his way out for some reason. mind you -- it's 4am! it's 1:38 pm now and i'm in bowie at the 'rents house ... STILL AWAKE. lies, gurl. i haven't seen them in person since march -- i guess it's about time i showed up, right? i think it's going to be nation tonight. going to hang with david -- that'll be fun. he's fun to dance with. the boys / roommates are having a bbq at the house. i'm not really in the mood. we'll see.