10.07.2006

It's a new day.

I've got to start thinking of more positive things. I'm just always thinking about stuff. Thinking, re-thinking, analyzing, re-analyzing – basically putting myself through it for nothing really. I don't know. I can't help it. Of course I'm obsessing about this whole move right now. In hindsight, my last night in DC was probably my most memorable thought. I had dinner with some good friends who actually gave me a proper farewell so to speak. Those who really, REALLY know me can attest that I'm not one to be in the spotlight for any reason. When it came to finally deciding on moving away from DC, it definitely wasn't like a spur of the moment decision. It was pretty much a calculated approach to slowly drop the bomb to people I knew. I thought by personally delivering the message to them, it would avoid conjecture and would be a way to officially say my goodbyes in more of a special way. Also, telling everyone right before I left just helped me out to avoid having to explain myself over a longer period of time. Anyway – this dinner literally came about at the very last minute and I can truly say that it was one of the happiest nights of my life. Not because of the fact that I was leaving, but because I was able to spend it with some very good people. In many ways I got closure to some very personal issues. In other ways, I opened up a whole new avenue with my life. It's all good, though. I'm here in LA now. I NEED TO GET A JOB! Lol.

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