As an addendum to yesterday. Feeling a little better ... mentally. Feeling like shit ... physically. This is definitely the start of a *new* me. I've gotta cut down on the fun. Running myself ragged during the weekend - and for what?!? The events yesterday had me emotionally breaking down at work and having deep down discussions with a friend via email all the while trying to finish payroll for my crew here at the airport! Not cute. I finished, but not until after 10 pm. My so called boy problems were just me being sketchy. Definitely NOT cute. I was just thinking way too deep into it all. It's probably best that I just keep to myself and away from the group a bit.