people are noticing that i'm acting different. the mood in the house is a bit down too. josh finally got a real job and is dead set on starting anew. collin's got a new gig as well, but he's looking really ragged these days. not sure if it's the work or tina or what. the other mike (our resident dj) is also on his way out. for the better i hope -- we took him in a few weeks ago until he could get back on his feet, he sorta took a nudging by colling to get him moving. i could care less, but it seems (or is perceived) that he is part of my *problem* -- whatever that may be. i gotta finish some work and walk around the airport -- i'm falling asleep at my desk.